12 Sep

Went to the gym at 7am and I was completely drained after my 1.5 hrs of workout. Went breakfast with my wife and came home to work.

The workout really left me a tired body. Took a short nap at 11am as I was not able to concentrate. By 12.30pm, we went for lunch at Macdonald. Came home to complete my programming and fortunately, I managed to complete my solution to my client. We should be able to complete this project soon.

Was planning to meet Anne and gang for the party but seems to me that my wife wasn't too interested. Suggested to go for Japanese Food at City Hall and hoping that she will cheerful to go for party. Unfortuantely, she din even bother to put on a nice dress so I know I will not be attending the event. Nevermind, I said to myself, if she want to party, I can drive her home to change and we can still go back for fun. But it did not happen. Sometimes, it is really hard and disappointing for me to work so hard for the week and I cannot even decide on something that will make me happy. Well, I will think of other things to do to make myself happy. If I force it, my life will be miserable.

So, I worked my way till 11.30pm and decided to rest as I cannot find any motivation to work hard. I was abt to sleep when I got an SMS from Adel. Sorry pal, am not in a mood to chat. So, said good nite and I went off to sleep.